iloveyou

Find out lot of things today
Damn shag
Eat panadol to stop the pain
But , i cant
I kept lieing to myself ,
I dont like him
I dont love him
I dont need him
I have no feeling for him
But i was wrong
Totally wrong ttm !
I just realized
Wat i kept doing
is equal to hurting myself
more n more till i suffer much agn
Its always the same old thing agn n agn n agn
I really had enough
Whenever i see 'him'
I think of 'her'
When i think of 'her'
I will keep imagining
how lovely are they
while imma sitting right one corner alone
All i do is watch thm
Well , mayb this is jealous ?
or isit ... heartbroken ?
or even mayb both ??
well , i dont know .
maybe everyone in the world is happy
Except for me ...
Alone in one corner
Do my own stuff ...
From the start ,
we be tgt in the first place
was also wrong
when we were together
his mouth = full of lies ( just to make me happy )
And i really stupid dao go believe !
Haish ... i really damn stupid to the max !
Seriously ,
cousin said i stupid
i really damn stupid
Should have listen to jieh derhh words
nw i regreted soooooo much !
If 'him' n 'her' really tgt agn
i might as well give thm a blessing
and give a smile on the outside
but my inside ,
is a brokenheart </3